Provincetown’s Fine Arts Work Center is hosting a virtual “Craft Conversation” with authors Ann Patchett and Elizabeth McCracken on Thursday, October 29th, at 6 p.m. Register with a $25 minimum donation at fawc.org.
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Teach Talk
Join poet Susan Choi and novelist Michael Cunningham for a virtual “craft conversation” on “What Teaching Teaches Writers,” hosted by (and benefiting) the Fine Arts Work Center in Provincetown. It will take place Thursday, October 22nd, at 6 p.m. Register with a $25 minimum donation at fawc.org.
Ghost Writer
Join poet Carl Phillips for a virtual “Craft Conversation in Writing” titled “The Ghost in You” on Thursday, October 15th, 6 p.m., hosted by the Fine Arts Work Center in Provincetown. Register with a $25 minimum donation at web.fawc.org.
FAWC Talks
Videos of all of the Fine Arts Work Center’s past virtual events are available for free viewing on their website. Go to fawc.org.
GOING GENTLE
Fine Arts Work Center Director Will Resign
After a season of statements, a silent departure
PROVINCETOWN — The Fine Arts Work Center’s executive director has announced his resignation by June 2021 following charges of classism and racism by this year’s fellows and one staff member.
Executive Director Richard MacMillan, a former fundraising executive with M.I.T., announced to the nonprofit’s board of trustees on Aug. 25 that he will be stepping down, according to a prepared statement released by the board. No date other than “by June 2021” was specified for his departure.
“Within this timeframe, Richard will continue to oversee all of the initiatives he has been instrumental in developing to create a foundation for his successor and the FAWC will convene a search committee for an executive director who will work with him on a smooth transition,” the statement read.
This follows a controversial year during which the 20 FAWC fellows publicly complained that their stipends were not sufficient. The group displayed a letter stating as much during their annual exhibition at the Provincetown Art Association and Museum in December. Then, as the winter fellowships came to a close during the pandemic, five fellows asked to stay on beyond the allotted seven months because, they said, they had no safe place to go.
MacMillan and the board, none of whom would comment for this story, granted a stipend increase from $750 a month to $1,000. They also allowed the fellows to stay on an extra six weeks in the spring for free. But this did not satisfy the fellows, one of whom stayed on at the work center beyond the June 1 deadline for leaving, daring the FAWC to remove her when the governor had imposed a ban on evictions through October.
MacMillan told the Independent in June that he had no intention of forcing her to leave.
On June 8, the fellows sent out a “call for action” letter listing their grievances, and it garnered about 80 signatures from members of the arts community.
“The FAWC has failed to address concerns raised in recent years regarding racially-charged interactions at the FAWC and has engaged in behaviors and practices that silenced those voices,” the fellows’ letter stated.
FAWC’s visual coordinator, Lydia Hicks, resigned in the spring following what she described as racist behavior by some of the staff. Earlier in the winter, co-executive directive Bette Warner tendered her resignation, she said, for personal reasons.
In response to the fellows’ complaints, MacMillan and the board admitted, in a statement, that the work center has been “complicit with the structural racism that plagues the country.”
MacMillan joined FAWC in March 2019 after 11 years at M.I.T., where he was the senior director of philanthropic advising. Signe Swenson, a former colleague of MacMillan’s at M.I.T., told the Independent MacMillan was aware of and approved of the university accepting and concealing donations from the convicted sex offender Jeffrey Epstein. MacMillan has denied this.
FAWC is one of Provincetown’s most respected arts institutions. Former fellows have won 7 Pulitzer Prizes and nearly 50 Guggenheim Fellowships.
Last week, in its prepared statement, the FAWC board wrote that “throughout this time of great concern and crisis, Richard has provided stalwart leadership, encouraging a spirit of collaboration and professionalism between staff, trustees, fellows and donors.
“Our response to the call for action [has] been implemented under his leadership,” the board’s statement continued. This response includes creation of a council of fellows on the board of trustees to improve dialogue between fellows, staff, and the board, and creation of a diversity, equity, and inclusion committee, which is now “underway,” according to the statement.
FAWC has hired TDC, a Boston consulting group, to “set the course for the future,” it stated. The trustees also hired a “new financial and technical consultant” to plan for 2021.
Due to the pandemic, there will be no residency program for 2020-2021, according to Alix Ritchie, whose wife, Marty Davis, is president of the board of trustees.
MacMillan is also quoted in the trustee’s statement: “While my time at the Work Center has brought unexpected challenges and tested many of us, I want you to know how grateful I am to have this opportunity to push forward for stabilization and to depart with a sense that there is a clear pathway forward.”
Motherland Virtual Book Launch
Elissa Altman, a food writer and memoirist who has taught at the Fine Arts Work Center, will launch her new book, Motherland, about her “loving, turbulent, and toxic relationship with her mother” (per Publishers Weekly), in a virtual reading and discussion on Tuesday, September 8th at 6:00 p.m, hosted by East End Books Ptown at eastendbooksptown.com. The event is free, but pre-registration is required.
Naya Bricher Lights Up Four Eleven Gallery
Naya Bricher’s show of candy-colored paintings, “Cue the Montages,” has its final day on Thursday, August 20th, but be sure to catch what remains at Four Eleven Gallery, 411 Commercial St. in Provincetown. Bricher, who works at the Fine Arts Work Center and teaches Zumba online, says in the show’s announcement that the work is “culled from years of digital clippings and snapshots.”The gallery is open Thursday through Monday, 11 a.m. to 5 p.m., or by appointment at fourelevengallery.com.
Esteban del Valle Slide Talk on Recent Work
The Fine Arts Work Center in Provincetown is presenting a Zoom talk by former visual arts fellow Esteban del Valle on Thursday, Aug. 13, at 6 p.m. Del Valle will discuss two media he has been using recently: color pencil and china marker. Tickets are $10; register at fawc.org.
Virtual Book Party: A Celebration of New Collections by Jill Bialosky & Gail Mazur
The Fine Arts Work Center in Provincetown is presenting a poetry reading and conversation with Gail Mazur and Jill Bialosky, moderated by Major Jackson. The event will take place on Zoom on Thursday, Aug. 6, at 6 p.m. Registration costs $10 at fawc.org.
Nick Flynn Poetry Workshop
The Fine Arts Work Center in Provincetown is hosting a virtual one-hour poetry workshop led by Nick Flynn that is designed to inspire unexpected and surprising new poems on Thursday, July 30, at 6 p.m. Registration is $10 at fawc.org.
ARS INTERRUPTUS
FAWC Cancels Entire Summer Program
PAAM and Castle Hill wait to see how crisis evolves

PROVINCETOWN — The Fine Arts Work Center notified participants in its summer workshops by email on April 29 that the entire program had been postponed until 2021 due to the coronavirus. FAWC’s week-long workshops in creative writing and visual arts, led by renowned faculty, attract students from near and far and are an important funding source for its prestigious winter fellowships.
“It was a monumental decision, very difficult for everyone,” Richard MacMillan, FAWC’s executive director, told the Independent. “But as more and more information became clear to us, we realized that we just couldn’t, in all confidence and fairness, keep people hanging.”
MacMillan estimated that over half of the staff and students come from out of town, some having to plan flights from overseas.
Though FAWC’s decision may have come first, other Outer Cape arts organizations are grappling with similar scenarios.
Kiah Coble, curator of adult education at the Provincetown Art Association and Museum, said, “We have officially rescheduled or put online all our workshops for May and June. We’re waiting to see how things evolve, and what the C.D.C. recommendations and local bylaws are for July and August.”
Though PAAM has not yet canceled or postponed summer classes, plans are being made for what they might look like, with smaller classes (capped at five students), social distancing, mask-wearing, and increased sanitation.
Coble said that the health of students and staff is the top priority. “If there is a possibility that we can do classes in a capacity that feels safe, I absolutely want to do it,” she said. “I don’t want to decide to cancel the summer program, then realize there was an opportunity to run small courses.”
The decision for PAAM is not as fraught as it was for FAWC. The majority of teaching staff are year-rounders. And PAAM, as an exhibiting museum and membership organization, is less reliant on revenue from classes.
On the other hand, Cherie Mittenthal, executive director of Truro Center for the Arts at Castle Hill, estimated that 60 percent of her organization’s revenue comes from classes. When Castle Hill canceled classes through July 3, including its annual encaustic conference in Provincetown, it took a big hit, but staff has not been furloughed thanks to a Paycheck Protection Program loan.
“We are still debating where we are going to land, but the current plan is, while taking into account the advice of the state and governor, we are not going to cancel everything for the summer,” Mittenthal said. “We are going to strongly modify our program and create specialty classes that can hopefully happen throughout July, and definitely August, as well as the fall.”
Mittenthal said that safety measures may include decreasing class sessions to four a week, limiting their size, requiring masks and gloves, sanitation measures, and doing landscape and sculpture classes outside. After acquiring its Edgewood Farm campus in 2016, Castle Hill does not lack space. If all else fails, it may do online classes only, although these would be carefully crafted and cost less.
But numerous unknowns remain. “Will people feel comfortable enough to come?” Mittenthal asked. “Nobody knows the answer yet.” Short-term rental availability is also a consideration. “We are taking it month to month. Obviously, we don’t want to plan and then have to cancel.”
MacMillan’s decision to cancel was a combination of courtesy for staff and students and heeding scientific advice, he said. “We can’t police social distancing,” he said. “We are not health care people.”
Enrollees at FAWC have been given the option of a total refund, deferring until next year, or writing off tuition payments as gifts. MacMillan said that about 15 percent have made a gift, while 60 percent have asked for a refund. FAWC, too, has not had to lay off staff, thanks to a PPP loan.
But he didn’t downplay the gravity of the situation. “The summer program is designed to develop revenue to support the fellowship program,” he said. “Loss of this revenue jeopardizes the fellowships. It’s a domino effect.” He added that no final decisions have been made about the fellowship program.
In the meantime, FAWC will continue to engage its artists. The 24 Pearl Street Online Writing Workshops are being revamped to include more interactive and real-time elements.
“I felt we needed to move on and take the time to reinvent the experience so that we don’t lose people,” MacMillan said. “You can lose people by waiting, you can lose people by not being transparent, and I felt we had been waiting long enough.”
MEMOIRS
A Portrait of the Writer as a Young Man
In Later, Paul Lisicky recalls his early days in Provincetown

Paul Lisicky could not have known that his newest book would be released in the midst of a global pandemic. And yet it’s apropos that the publication of Later: My Life at the End of the World should coincide with the Covid-19 outbreak. Lisicky’s fifth book, Later chronicles the author’s life in Provincetown during the HIV/AIDS crisis of the 1990s. It’s strangely comforting to read this memoir of solidarity, struggle, and self-discovery in the current moment of heightened awareness of the fragility of human life.
“Covid-19 is really different from the HIV/AIDS crisis, but people seem to be connecting to the book in a way that they might not have in a less charged moment,” says Lisicky, speaking by phone from his Brooklyn apartment. (Lisicky did a virtual reading from the book for East End Books Ptown on March 27.) “It seems to be useful and helpful to people and I’m enormously grateful for that.”
Later traces Lisicky’s relationship with Provincetown from his first arrival in 1991 as a Fine Arts Work Center writing fellow. Told in a series of vignettes, the memoir follows Lisicky’s exploration of both the external life of the town and his own internal landscape. It’s a collage of feeling states and self-discovery. We follow the narrator through his anxious early days of becoming a writer, with all the attendant self-doubts, and through the blossoming of his sexuality, the thrills of romance, and the long road to self-acceptance.

When he first arrives, he’s anxious, still wearing J. Crew barn coats, unsure how to slough off the constraints of a suburban, not-so-happy childhood and the years of college and grad school, when, as Lisicky says in conversation, “It wasn’t cool to be gay, and it didn’t feel very safe.”
In Provincetown, he finds that though it’s very, very cool to be gay, safety is still elusive, as friends and lovers battle HIV-positive diagnoses, AIDS-related illness, and death. In the relative freedom of his new home, he can learn about what he wants and who he is through dating and hookups. Yet these encounters heighten his awareness of how perilous it still is to be gay. “He’s positive” is a whisper that runs throughout the book, and no one is unscathed.
It’s hard not to recall the cynicism with which gay men suffering from AIDS were treated for so long. Early in the book, Lisicky asks, “Would AIDS be a different beast if you could catch it from the air-conditioning, or by a sneeze or subway pole, a public swimming pool?” Based on what we’re seeing with Covid-19, the answer is both yes and no. That the current pandemic has struck so many people across national, economic, and social divisions drives a swifter public response with less shame for those afflicted. Still, as Lisicky reminds us, those on the margins — people of color, the poor, those with disabilities, without family — are hit first and hardest.

Like Provincetown itself, Later is a book that holds contradictions. “The Provincetown of Freedom rubs up against the Provincetown of Restraint,” writes Lisicky. Buttoned-up yards and pristine 19th-century cottages rub up against steamy encounters in clubs and on beaches, and Midwestern tourists provide a necessary counterpoint to drag queens rambling down the street in six-inch stilettos. The natural wildness of the Cape, where ocean storms continually shift and shape the land, is analogous to the inner, human wildness that runs through each of us as we navigate oscillating desires for freedom and safety.
“I’m interested in what goes on in the interior life during these moments, even moments that at the time might not seem so profound,” Lisicky says. “I haven’t found that internal theater represented in much literature. Sex can be this arena of escape, but even when we escape, we’re still thinking and wondering. There’s a lot of complexity that goes into those charged situations.”
Lisicky says he worked consciously to build that complexity into the book’s structure and prose style. “I was writing about things that were 30 years past,” he explains. “The book is a collection of pivotal moments or pressure points where I was learning something or losing something or both.”
Lisicky first started working seriously on Later in 2016. “The first draft was in the past tense, super-linear,” he says. “After a while, the past tense started to feel too neat or resolved. It felt like the book couldn’t be in 4/4 time. It needed to be speedy in some sections and slowed down in others. It needed to shift meter from time to time.”
There’s too much collective trauma in Later for anything like a happy ending. Still, Lisicky’s book offers insight into how moments of crisis also provide opportunity. We see the networks of care among friends and lovers with AIDS, among writers who cheer each other on, among the inhabitants of a small misfit town who break up, make up, gossip, and squabble, but ultimately show up for each other again and again.
In the book’s epilogue, aptly titled “Afterlife, Notes,” the present-day Paul is haunted by the ghosts of those who have died, but he’s also living and loving, shaped by both losses and gains. Self-knowledge, Lisicky says, “is an ongoing project. Even when you’re older than you once were, you’re still discovering things. My younger self would never have wanted or expected the life I have now. It’s really wonderful.”
Looking back on his younger self, Lisicky says, “I think that younger person thought there were very few options for fulfillment. But life is so much more complicated than that. I’d tell my younger self to be alert and awake, because that’s where life is. It’s in curiosity, not just toward ourselves and other people, but to our feelings and reactions. Experience is a book. It’s meant to be inhabited and questioned.” He pauses, laughs. “And then, my younger self would roll his eyes and say, ‘Yeah, right. Find me a boyfriend!’ ”
SCULPTURE
Akiko Jackson Creates Art for a Time of Grief
The FAWC fellow finds a home in Provincetown

Akiko Jackson is a second-year visual arts fellow at the Fine Arts Work Center in Provincetown. Her first fellowship year was 2013-14; the day she returned, this past October, Jackson says that Bob Bailey, the center’s facilities manager and one of her favorite people, called out to her.
“Hey, Akiko,” Bailey said. “I think it’s time for you to set down some roots here.”
“You must have read my mind,” Jackson replied. “I actually want to stay here as long as I can beyond the fellowship. I really love it out here.”
Temporarily, at least, that wish may become a reality, though not under the best of circumstances. Jackson, whose solo show, scheduled to open on April 3, was canceled due to the Covid-19 crisis, is currently completing her last month of residency. She’s sheltering in place with the other fellows, while the work center’s common areas are closed, as is much of the town. With most of her future plans canceled or postponed, Jackson has nowhere to go at the end of April.

“Everyone is sequestered in their apartments and studios for the duration,” FAWC Executive Director Richard MacMillan told the Independent. “Once the seven-month fellowship ends, the residences will be open to them through June 15. They’ll be able to live in their apartments and work in their studios.” MacMillan added that he intends to meet personally with each of the fellows to ease their transition.
“A situation like this consumes your mind,” Jackson says. “It makes you wonder — how can I work during such a time? People often say of difficult times that this is when we need the arts the most. And that’s true. But it is also true that artists are crippled by the hard times.”
Jackson intends to use whatever time she still has here to work in her studio. “In the studio is where I allow myself to be in a different reality,” she says. “I didn’t expect, though, how difficult it would be not to be able to stand near a friend, not be able to hug one another. This physical separation adds to my psychological isolation.”
Jackson grew up in Kahuku, a rural community on the northern coast of Oahu, in Hawaii. “My formative years were there, my accent is from there, my spirit is from there, and my memories and longing will always be from there,” she says. But she adds that she moved away from Hawaii many years ago and no longer has close family there or a home to return to. Her upbringing in a lower socioeconomic household and community, Jackson says, made her value intangible things like loyalty and friendship, good food, laughter, “and the uncomfortable things like sharing hard stories and grief together.” She feels that she has found those intangibles at the work center and in Provincetown. “The six years of being away from P’town, experiencing a lot of adversity and heartbreak in other places, made me remember how important it is to have solid friendships you can count on,” she says.

In her art — for the most part, large-scale sculptures and installations in black — Jackson seeks to confront difficult memories. “My thoughts are consumed by how vulnerable we are when faced with death,” she says. “Because we don’t talk about this frequently, or at all, there’s a certain kind of discomfort we often can’t tap into. A few years ago, I witnessed my grandmother’s death, alone. I carry a lot of pain from that experience.”
Jackson, whose mother is Japanese, incorporates symbolism in her sculpture from ancient Japanese rituals and shrines to commemorate the dead. “In one installation,” she says, “I’ve incorporated forms reminiscent of butsudan doors, which protect a person’s ashes, a family’s ancestors, food offerings, and such.”
She has also been working on “drawings” sculpted from wool, ropes, nets, and plastic detritus collected on local beaches. “I use wool to create versatile forms, referencing the transformation of an old tradition of creating fabric into a contemporary process for sculpture,” she says. “Working with Japanese traditions passed on to me by my mother, I’m pressing, rubbing, hitting, and tangling to create soft sculpture by bonding many loose hairs together.”
In Jackson’s sculpture, hair frequently becomes a metaphor for the embedded histories we carry with us. “Hair is the outer layer, a protective surface, and a signifier of the body in my work,” she says. “Pain, suffering, loss, and mourning are all very real, but they are the invisible realities our bodies carry.”
Jackson was introduced to the problem of cast-off debris by the Center for Coastal Studies early in her fellowship. “I had a visceral response to seeing the enormous quantity of cast nets, ropes, hand lines, trolling, plastics, cordage — all death traps released into our oceans,” she says. “Being from an island, I have a lot of memories of cleaning the beaches from this manmade destruction. Imagine swimming in the ocean and your foot or body gets caught in some kind of invisible cloud. It’s incredibly scary to me, and it’s part of my paralyzing nightmares. There’s a term for it — ghost nets. You become entangled, suffocate, ripped to shreds. This is what happens to life in the ocean.”
Jackson says that her time in Provincetown has been remarkably productive. “Feeling at home is the best fuel for my work,” she says. “I’ve come to realize at this time in my life, that is a rare privilege I haven’t had in many years.”
ARTISTS AT WORK
In His Art, Hiroyuki Hamada Seeks to Perfect, Not Provoke
Returning to FAWC as an artist in residence, he rediscovers himself

Hiroyuki Hamada arrived in Provincetown on March 1 to spend the month as a mid-career artist-in-residence at the Fine Arts Work Center. Now, though FAWC is closed to the public because of the COVID-19 pandemic, and an artist talk and open studio that had been scheduled for Hamada were both canceled, he continues to work in his studio at the work center. Before the crisis limited social interactions on the Outer Cape, he sat down with the Independent to offer some insights on his art and how it interacts with the world.
Hamada, who lives and works in East Hampton, N.Y., has a long history with Provincetown. He was a FAWC fellow in 1995-96, and the time he spent at the work center was, he says, a great privilege and a turning point in his career. He has since been the recipient of numerous awards and residencies, including a Pollock-Krasner Foundation grant in 1998 and a Guggenheim Fellowship in 2018. Being back in Provincetown has been an opportunity for Hamada to reflect on his evolution as an artist. He is a soft-spoken man, who chooses his words with care.
“Because this is a place where I used to be, I’m thinking about how things were,” he says. “It’s very interesting. I was very idealistic as a young artist. I believed in the power of art — that we can all speak the same language, that art can connect people, transcend differences. I learned, however, that there is a definite hierarchy in our society that we can’t ignore. And that all the good things about art can also be used as a justification for the social framework we have in place.” That framework gives him pause.

“This is the structural difficulty for the artist within our society,” Hamada says. “As artists, we make art and work with institutions thinking that we are doing good, that we are working for the people. But if we look at the institutions that are part of our social framework, they have the tendency to uphold the ruling class. It’s a difficult situation, and I don’t really have the answers.”
While he feels that art should be “something that is more than money and power,” Hamada insists that when art is used as a tool toward an end, it loses something. “Art can affect people in some ways, but it’s not going to cause social change,” he says. “There is something very human about art, something very fragile. If we try to use art for a particular means, and if that notion comes across, the quality is muddied.”
Instead, Hamada believes that what an artist can offer society is both deeper and less easily defined. “When I’m in the studio, I listen to what I am doing and pay attention to everything that is going on,” he says. “I try to express something that is cohesive, strong, and profound on its own.”

His creative process is intuitive, but he has gained experience over the years. “I have learned the skill of connecting dots when I see things,” he says. “We can’t ignore certain things in the studio in favor of others. In a painting, for example, you want colors to speak, shapes to speak. Everything has to work together — nothing can be left out or wasted. One force is met with other forces, and all these things have to be taken into consideration at once. That kind of approach has allowed me to see life in a different way. You can’t just change something and expect everything else to stay the same: if you make one change, everything becomes different.”
Hamada came to the U.S. from Japan reluctantly at age 18 — his family moved here because of a job his father was offered — and he studied painting in college, getting an M.F.A. from the University of Maryland. He began to work in sculpture for the first time as a fellow at FAWC, 25 years ago.
“I became interested in sculptural qualities, in objectness and textures, as opposed to creating a painting to look into, with visual narratives and themes,” he says. “So, my paintings grew out of the wall and became three-dimensional.”
Hamada’s sculptures, which he purposefully never titles so as not to limit the viewer’s interpretation, often emerge around found objects that, he says, “begin to speak” to him. A sculpture-in-progress in his studio, for example, contains an object he found on the beach, an object that was lying in his studio, and a piece of recycled wood. In addition to found objects, Hamada creates with construction materials — wood, foam, joint compound, and resin. “I have come up with my own way of working with my materials,” he says.
Despite his focus on sculpture, Hamada has continued to draw and paint throughout his career. And while he has been in Provincetown, he has watched his work evolve in unexpected directions. “I’m curious to see what this one is going to be,” he says of one piece. “I think it is coming back to two-dimensionality. It’s a relief. If you look at it from the side, it’s definitely distorted. If I like how this one turns out, I might welcome more pieces like this.”
PAINTING
Show and Tell With Jake Troyli
The FAWC fellow offers an intimate tour of his art in process

It’s unusual for an accomplished artist to want to share with the public not only completed, polished work but also works-in-progress and even notes, sketches, and inspirations, offering an intimate look at the artist’s practice. But that’s exactly what visual arts fellow Jake Troyli is planning to do Friday evening at his Fine Arts Work Center studio, instead of the usual exhibit of new work at the Hudson D. Walker Gallery.
“I decided to do an open studio, because it’s a different level of context,” he says. “It’s sort of like you’re walking directly into my head.” He laughs.
Having spent his early childhood in St. Petersburg, Fla., Troyli moved to Boston with his mother, also an artist, at age nine, and completed his M.F.A. from the University of South Florida last year. This past summer, he attended the Skowhegan School of Painting & Sculpture in Maine, then took up residence as a fellow at FAWC. He’s currently working on paintings for an upcoming solo show at Monique Meloche Gallery in Chicago.
“There are paintings in my studio right now that are finished, there are paintings that are 75 percent done, and then there are paintings that are 15 percent to 20 percent complete. I think that will be interesting for the viewer,” Troyli says. He tends to work on up to 15 paintings in a variety of dimensions at the same time. “I like to be able to move from painting to painting, so that I don’t ever feel that I’m getting exhausted with a single piece. They all come together concurrently.”
The walls of Troyli’s studio are covered in written notes and what he calls a “visual diary” of sketches, drawings, and images that he came across and finds interesting, all of which eventually work themselves into his paintings. “I draw inspiration from everywhere at all times,” he says. “When I’m in a new place, I respond to the environment.” Troyli calls the landscape around him a “temporary permanent” that he can’t help but react to.

“Especially with my self-portraiture, I feel that it just makes sense for the work to reflect the space I’m in,” he says. “You’re sort of manipulating and contorting yourself to fit into your new surroundings. It becomes a monument to time spent, in some way.”
For Troyli, interactions of time and place are always evolving. “I’ve been thinking a lot about identity as performance, and so I think a lot about the self, and the idea of the self, as an elastic thing,” he says. “By using my own form as a sort of malleable avatar, and appropriating motifs from both the classical and the comic, my paintings can exist in a space that defies and subverts immediate assumption and can challenge the relationship the viewer has with them.”
At six-foot-nine, Troyli understands the challenges of fitting into spaces, and as a basketball player in college, he has also experienced “the act of being observed,” he says. “While I was playing basketball, I started to think of this in terms of life, about how the crowd is paying to watch, even feels entitled to watch the players, and how the players essentially are working for the crowd. I think my basketball career, in retrospect, made me really critical of the audience-spectacle relationship. There is a tension there that I think about a lot in my art.”
This is true in his self-portraits and also in works with grander vistas, such as High Noon at Ranchland®, which takes a voyeuristic point of view of dozens of naked cowboys in what appears to be a Western theme park. “With the large-scale work in particular, I think of those figures as being almost at the mercy of the person looking at the work,” Troyli says. “There are these intimate moments that you have access to, because I chop off the top of the building so you can see everything happening inside. It becomes like an ant farm, in a way.”

Being at the work center in Provincetown, Troyli says, has affected not only his work but also his productivity. “I’ve had the space and time to just put my head down and paint. And the cold, silence, and solitude have added reasons to work. I already have a borderline obsessive work ethic, and this place has just magnified that. As much as I love to procrastinate, in a space like this, even that becomes hard to do. It’s been amazing and incredibly challenging all at once.”
A Room With a View
Due to public health concerns, all open studios, gallery events, and readings at the Fine Arts Work Center have been cancelled through the end of April.