In Abraham Storer’s painting Heart, a painfully red disk-shaped object unabashedly occupies the foreground. It’s the top of a large wooden spool. Visible to the left of it: the edge of a trash can. Behind it, a tall gray pole. Behind that, the still surface of Wellfleet Harbor. Storer painted this view from the pier, plein-air, exactly as he saw it on that clear blue day, without omitting the reality of obstacles.
The disrupted romanticism in the painting tells the story of Storer’s relationship to Wellfleet, where he was born and where he lived until he was five years old. In the years that followed, he attended Brandeis University, earned an M.F.A. at Boston University in 2008, and won a Fulbright fellowship to Israel, where he met his wife, Agata. They spent the following decade traveling back and forth between Israel, New York City, and Poland, where Agata is from.
He returned to Wellfleet three years ago with his wife and two children to live in his father’s house on Eden Lane.
“When I think of Wellfleet, it’s like a place of Eden,” says Storer. At least, that’s how the place seems in his memory; childhood memories, says Storer, tend to become recast over time until they’re idyllic and ultimately untrue. His new solo exhibition, “Eden,” at Farm Projects in Wellfleet, which will run from Aug. 2 to 12, is a show that investigates the Wellfleet Storer remembers and acknowledges the place he sees now as an adult.
The paintings that make up “Eden” are visions of Wellfleet, its scrub oak forests and grasses, pastel skies and shining ocean waters — all “disturbed” in some way, says Storer. In Ocean View Drive, the flat, gray expanse of the road commands the eye. Travel the road and you’ll land at the ocean, a section of deeper blue between the land and sky. In White Crest, Sunrise, the viewer must look through the skeletal structure of an empty beach-sticker booth to see the glistening sea. The shed is an obstacle, both physically and financially: beach stickers are expensive.
Empty spaces, like a vacant parking lot or a deserted sticker shed, have long interested Storer. “They’re pregnant with mystery and feeling,” he says. “They’re spaces of wonder, of intrigue.” They’re quiet, he says, but they seem to echo with feeling. By painting them, Storer confronts his own rose-colored memories of a place that might not exist anymore, and maybe never really did.
“I’m interested in romanticism,” says Storer. It’s the way of thinking that landscape paintings tend to embody: a feeling of infinity and of deep wells of ineffable emotion. “But at the same time, it’s important to me that there’s some pushback against that.”
Compositionally, he says, his pieces are sometimes “very rude.” In one, the trunk of a tree interrupts the view of the beach. Pink Buoy has at its center a sun-bleached buoy hanging from a fraying yellow rope. Behind it, relief: the misty tangle of the woods.
It’s not that Storer wants to turn away from beauty. Within the body of his work is a palpable “yearning for the beauty of Eden,” he says. But there is something else: “an acknowledgement of the complexity of the world we live in.” To a visitor, he says, Wellfleet might look like a paradise. “But it’s not hospitable in a lot of ways,” he says, citing the high cost of living here and the resulting housing crisis. His paintings, by including “dysfunction, or some kind of grit,” aim for honesty.
That isn’t to say that Storer’s memories of a childhood spent swimming underneath the pier and in the ponds and the ocean, of green summer grass and locust trees, are entirely dishonest. “People come to Wellfleet,” he says, “for a spiritual experience in nature. It’s very human that we desire that.” But the town’s issues are just as real as the stunning beauty of a sunset over the ocean.
Storer recognizes that his childhood is gone. The yard around his father’s house, which is featured in several paintings, has become more industrial than he remembers. In front of the house, there’s the broken-down carcass of an old fishing boat (his father, Toby, is an oysterman). Storer’s idealism has “faded away”; so has the warmth of remembered scenes from long ago. “There’s some mourning,” he says about his paintings. “And maybe some sense of loss.”
But Storer hasn’t lost what he calls “a soul connection” to Wellfleet. The ponds and the ocean are places that still fill him with a sense of wonder.
“I’m trying to find those places and hold on to them,” he says. “That’s what painting does. It’s like you’re trying to grasp something and make it immortal. It makes a memory.”
Real Life
The event: Abraham Storer’s solo exhibition “Eden”
The time: Friday, Aug. 2 to Monday, Aug. 12
The place: Farm Projects Gallery, 355 Main St., Wellfleet
The cost: Free